For those of you that think you know me well enough to judge me!!!!

Think again people! The only person who can judge me is God. Who's business is it what I decide to do in my life. My fiance and I had an agreement with rules about a certain aspect of our relationship. It was meant to help us out in the end and did. Some people have taken it upon themselves to tell him because of the way the agreement went that maybe he should break up with me. Well I have news for those people we are happier together now than we were before the agreement so give it a rest. Some people have tried telling him that when he goes to Boot Camp and later out to sea or whatever that I am going to cheat on him. Well guess what I'm not the kind of person people seem to think I am. I am more loyal than most are these days. People have even told him that he should take the opportunity to cheat on me. To these people I would like to say because you are skanky pieces of shit doesn't mean he is. GROW THE FUCK UP AND LET US LIVE OUR LIVES THE WAY WE WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE GROWN ADULTS THAT ARE MORE THAN CAPABLE OF MAKING OUR OWN DECISIONS. And in the words of a wise woman a great relationship is not 50/50 it is when both parties give 100%. And that is exactly what we are doing in our own way.

wedding plans

So for those of you that don't already know Ryan and I got back together. He's has decided to go in the navy and leaves for boot camp in September. After boot camp comes A-school. We have decided that between A-school and his first command we are getting married. I think we have decided to have the wedding either on the beach at Hannah Park or in the church on the Base at Mayport. Honestly I think I prefer the beach but it all depends on the weather. Our Reception will be held at the American Legion off Mayport Rd. I know the where and the sort of when but need to figure out food. There will be a cash bar for those who want to drink. But we have decided we will not be paying for alcohol. So if anyone could help come up with inexpesive ideas to feed about 50 people.